Like what a lion would do if someone said to a sad lion in a cage "GROWL SUCKER!"
Like... um, yeah.
Feeling a tad pants. No real reason, just the usual. Weightloss about 100g a month so pretty rubbish.
"The right way though" I hear you say.
Yeah, it's the right way. Hopefully by April 2036 I will be at goal. Who knows. Seems a little far off if ya know what I mean.
Do you know what I mean?
I just keep rolling that "4 years maaaaannnn" over in my head and feeling like a failure. No, not a failure, like I was failed. I feel cheated again and miserable.
On a positive note, having a fill tomorrow. Cant freaking afford it at all, but what the heck.
Just so you know how much I can eat, at breakfast time, with a band... check this out:
Do I feel guilty? Hell yeah!!! I should not be able to eat this food porn. The only plus is that it was 100% homemade, organic everything and the bread was my own too. Yeah, I know - doesn't matter a fig does it.
Hence the fill... I am thinking 0.25ml...
I need a boost. And quick.