Right, I feel like shit if I eat chocolate or wine.
I feel shit if I dont.
So I am better off feeling shit doing something RIGHT than doing something wrong.
I am not going to drink wine unless I am on holiday. I know I go away a lot, but I am not going away until June now - Malta YAY! - so thats a good long time.
I am not going to buy CHOCOLATE, ICE CREAM, CAKE, CRISPS AGAIN!
EVER.
It tempts me. I hear them calling. I have to stop being such a stupid COW.
I am just going to be a normal person from now on.
Promise
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Been to work today, had a banana for breakfast. Had a couple of cups of cofee whilst out and about, and then came home to sort the house out.
We have re-arranged the house to fit in the new lodger (hey its worth it for £200 a month!) and put the computers and stuff in the dining area and moved the piano up a bit. Basically all we have done is squeezed in a desk. Esentially the room looks the same and still feels spacious, which was what I was worried about.
I am glad we sold all the books though, otherwise I have NO IDEA where we would have put all our junk! The shelves in the utility room are now full with OUR books and stuff and actually it looks great. It looks liek we are all really clever and into reading hardcore non fiction books about artists and biology and applied physics etc! HA
These are all the books I kept from College years ago that I just cant bear to throw away or sell because DS might need them.
Lunch was a banana too...
GOOD GIRL! :)
ReplyDeleteBut don't restrict yourself completely - how about buying those fun size chocolate bars? Or the mini bottles of wine? I find that if there is an open block of chocolate in the fridge it seems to burn a hole in the back of my head until I get rid of it (ie eat it!!). Having fun size chocolate bars in the freezer means that they:
1. Are harder to eat quickly cos they're frozen
2. Are hidden somewhat so they're not in your face every time you get into the pantry
3. if you start hoeing into them you eat less before you realise you've gone on a binge and the damage is less!
You go girl! :)